Commitment

This is the closest I've come to falling off the wagon! But I've kept my commitment up! I had to go to extreme. I went to a dance tonight. It was more fun than expected. I didnt live by my usual "dance like no one is watching, sing like no one is listening, and love like you've never been hurt" because i was being watched, people were listening, and I have been hurt. This blog is short, and makes no sense. feel free to be critical in your comments. ugh. If anyone ever commented. I wish I knew how many people actually read this. it would help my commitment if I knew i had fans. or just readers. someone who cared enogh to read. I feel like im flinging my soul into empty cyberspace. Is anyone out there?